I am my biggest enemy

Where I keep my promises to others I always break my promises which I make to myself.....

Am bak...

So its been more than a year....i was so far... so away...
but am Bak now...Bak for my coffin. errrrr i mean coffin of my thoughts....
so wait.......

Intellectual suicide

To limit your faith to one set of beliefs or an institutional belief system is to commit intellectual suicide. We shut down the possibility of being enlightened and enriched by others' experiences, which may be derived from their beliefs. We build a barrier between ourselves and our fellow travelers and then feel threatened, even in small and subtle ways, by someone of a different faith. The deepest faith is the intuitive conviction that all is as it should be, despite appearances, and that every human being is intrinsically good, despite appearances. This reminds us to keep our minds open, not take the law into our own hands, and look out for the best in others, regardless of what they say or do. This is faith in life, not faith in a set of learned or inherited beliefs. Have you ever noticed how people don't go to war over their faith in life?

Slipping...

Life moves pretty fast.Feeling like I m on the top of a cliff and can't come down there's no way ,what I m supposed to do now, if I take one step more I ll be floating in clouds.the ice is melting and I m unable to hold my feet I m slipping ..slipping in memories..
Do I have to say goodbye now..Some things or some memories good or bad never leave you.Have you observed a stray dog outside your home that amble in,sniff around a bit and simply never leave no matter how much HUSH HUSH...
I used to love this world when i was a kid..when i used to live in my dreams..how good it feels to be in dream always..Never thought it would'nt last long..

I’m just blind

was listening to this song...nicely said may be am feelin te same thing...


There’s another world inside of me that you may never see,

There’s secrets in this life I can’t hide

Well, somewhere in this darkness,

there’s a light that I can’t find

Well, maybe its to far away,

maybe I’m just blind

Maybe I’m just blind,

Oxygen of Your Life

Two words say it all 'only me'.
Have you ever thought that everyone has friends and the family still its possible to feel completely alone in this world?
Its not that they are out of your reach .You spend time with them having a chat.But still you feel on your own, completely alone.
Though I would say its very good living on your own, your own world,some say its basic for creativity but sometimes it'd be nice to fall into the arms of someone and be looked after, cared for. It's strange, but the heart wants what it wants.
Some body has said that you feel lonely when you fail to live with your own I know it's true, but I m a human my heart rules me, no matter what my head might say. I strongly believe that no one can replace the place of OXYGEN in your life,but here I beg pardon to use the Jerry Maguire quote- 'completes me', theres some piece of you missing out in you which completes you ,the piece of GOD in you which makes you want to be a better man.
I can't help feeling that everyone needs the icing on the cake though, that someone special,which makes your soul alive an unexplainable someone which makes you say I believe I can fly.

Why I m Writing...

I think, therefore I am dangerous....
I feel the urge to express myself and I am not sure in which form I want to express it,may beI think a lot or may be people say i m constantly under tension but whatever the case may be I cant stop thinking.
I just don't know. but I'll keep on thinking about anything when I drift off from my chorus, you never know, one day I might just get out of this though I doubt that.Its not that I think about any damn small things or situations I know that most of our life is influenced by things we can't control, traffic, weather, people, the list is endless, if I spend my time worrying about the traffic on the road or how a complete stranger could impact on me I'd get nothing done and probably go insane too.